locality not temporality
Monday, January 29th, 2007tonight, m.b. was listening to a shins song that i was humming along to and he asked whether i had heard their new album. while i had not heard the album, which i told him, i could tell him exactly where, in a car on s st. about to turn onto 16th, that i had heard an npr review of the record. i realized that this is a common theme in my memory. i can remember exactly where certain events happened, but i cannot tell you when. if you ask me about a piece of text that i have read, if i remember it, i can generally tell you exactly where i was when i read it. or where on the page that paragraph occured. in school, this was particularly maddening. finding myself in a physics or calculus exam, i would need to recall some fact or equation and i could picture in my head the page that it was on, where it occured on the page, and where i was when i noted it, but i generally could not bring the specifics (which is all i really wanted) into focus. there are conversations i remember having in high school that i can tell you exactly where they happened, and generally what was said, but i could not tell you when it occured, unless there were very specific context clues to provide an anchor (who i was dating, what the conversation entailed, etc.).
i wish that i could express this better, and i wish even more that at some point i will find a way to show it visually, or in an object. that would be interesting.

a strip of wall in my apartment is dedicated to drawing. from time to time i make use of this strip of wall. sometimes i’ll show you what is on it.



